5.

Left five days. I'm depressed yes obviously I am whenever I thought of the days left. But well, life goes on. I hate the feeling when you misheard conversation that you shouldn't & feel like shit after that. How would you wanna describe that feeling? Nothing goes right recently. December is ending. V is leaving before cny, this sucks. I'm tired. Goodnight peeps.

28th December.

Don't leave something good to find something better. Once you realize you had the best, the best has found better.

The worst is yet to come.

Life's been good after SPM till the disaster in my life the moment i receive a text from my mom about the confirmation letter of attending PLKN on 23rd of December. To be true, i haven't accept the fact that i'm that lucky to be chosen to attend that ........... whatever you name it. Three months, many of you may say that: it'll pass quickly, you'll have fun. It is not about the time, not about the fun. Believe me, if it is not for my parents, i would have escape.

Think about it, when others having fun before they start their college life / further their studies & i'm in the camp doing something useless that i don't get a single point that girls should attend national service, wtf? What is more depressing than attending the camp is the moment when you're back, all your friends are gone.

I tried not to think about it but all this negative thought will eventually come to my mind every morning when i get up. Times flies, no more high school life like it used to be few years back. No more outing after school ends & tuition classes. Ahhhh i'll miss all those. What I fear the most is- i won't be able to move on. To adapt to the new environment for me, it is not easy.

I should let go of all this thoughts. Perhaps, i'm just paranoid.

Christmas.

Vivyan foooooooo

siaozhabor!

Me & Shalinn!

Lok lok!

Hey there, went for x'mas countdown @ Library yesterday with vivyan and shalinn! Hehehehe it was really crowded and we had fun hanging out together. Shalinn went back right after the countdown whereas me and vivyan leave at around 1.30am. Had lok lok after coming out from library. This may be the last outing for us before i leave for plkn & before she leave to for studies at aussie. Damn depressed this few days. Especially when you think about it at the point of view when you're back after 3 months of plkn and all of them are gone. Life sucks, goodnight :'(

Miss Lim!

Group picture!

Miss lim's birthday cake!

Szelynn!

Sian Chin!

Tang yuan @ peking!

Meet up with sian chin, szelynn & vivyan @ KSL and we had lunch at Tea Garden! Watched we bought a zoo and off to miss lim's house. Had dinner at peking together with miss lim. Celebrated miss lim's birthday in advance which is a last minute decision. That is all for the day!

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With shy wei & yee hui

Bought the same bracelet red colour!

Watched New Year's Eve with vivyan, a great movie indeed!









Pooooooooook!






Second neoprint of the year



Had a great day with vivyan @ city square yesterday! Had lunch at tang tea house with some other friends then me & vivyan took neoprint with yee hui & shy wei. Later on, we went for a movie -New year's eve! Bought v's birthday present in advance as well. See you guys sooon!